Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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Alia Nur Ezni. better known as Yaya. 13.

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Lyrics of the song "Saving My Life" by Travis Garland

Try Tried to break it down at least a thousand times There's an emptiness inside me when she's far away That I can't erase and I go insane 'Til I see her face and I shout 'Cause the silence when she's gone is way too loud Gotta get my head together 'cause I'm not okay I'm just not the same I'm just trying to make it She's my everything And I

Can't stop my heart from racing I need you here by my side I feel the walls closing in Baby you're saving a life One kiss at a time I can't live without you I don't wanna try You're saving a life 'Cause you're the air that I breathe There ain't no world without you I'm hanging on by a thread Baby you're saving a life (saving a life) One kiss at a time (kiss at a time) Can't live without you Don't wanna try You're saving a life

You're the one that picks me up when I am down When the trials and tribulations of life get hard Keep inside my heart I let down my guard You're the light in the dark So stay You're the reason why I make it through each day (day) There's a storm raging inside me when she's far away (she's far away) That I can't escape (can't escape) And I go insane 'Til I see her face

You're saving my life Staring into you like a dream Breathe into me I'm not giving up I'm never giving up Because you're saving a life I need you tonight

Baby you're saving a life One kiss at a time I can't live without you I don't wanna try Baby you're saving a life [x2] You're saving a life Can't stop my heart from racing I need you here by my side I feel the walls closing in Baby you're saving a life 'Cause you're the air that I breathe There ain't no world without you I'm hanging on by a thread Baby you're saving a life

I need you tonight [x2]

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/airplanes-lyrics-travis-garland.html ]

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Sunday, August 22, 2010
12:09 AM

MY DEAR .

if I always looking at you , if I always find you , if I always text you , if I always make a misscall to you , if I try to show myself in front of you , if I always trying to walk beside you , if I always smile at you , if I always say ‘hi’ to you , if I always taking care about you , will you realize that how much does I love you ? will that can make you know that you are always in my mind ? will that can make you realize that I got a feeling too !? will that can make you care everything about me ? and most important thing , will that can make myself always be in your mind ?
maybe sometimes I hate you , or sometimes I want to fight with you . but I don’t know why I want it . I don’t know why , what , when , how ! sometimes I don’t know what is I’m trying to do .
maybe I love you , maybe I miss you , or maybe I really need you , but I’m sorry . I’m really sorry because I can’t admit it ! I really can’t . and I don’t want to admit it .
yeah ! maybe that’s why you are not understand me . so now , at this moment , I want to tell you that maybe , hurm . maybe I have fall in love with you .(i think so ?)
I’m sorry . I’m really sorry . I know that I should not have this feeling on you . I just want to make you happy . I want to make you smile . I want to make you laughed . and I want to see you happy with someone that you really love . it’s ok if I didn’t get you or didn't get your heart . but I just really want to be by your side forever . please don't forget me and leave me alone here . I know , I’m nothing to you .
once again , I’m sorry .

p/s : this is not about my boy . this is about 'you' . yeah ! 'you' . someone that are not strangers for me .

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alianurezni

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Friday, August 20, 2010
9:09 PM

heyhey . long time tk tulistulis dkt bl0g niy laa . hoho . hurm . muhdfikri , (: kite fwen f0reverandever kn?kn?kn? n mysara ! miss u damnmuch ! muahmuah ! <33 hehe ! takecare taww syg.. next , abgabg , kite da 0ke kn skrg ? hEe ! terimakasih c0z tg0r adk time nk sberang tdy . (; rndu kam0o sgtsgt ta0 ! n u , hey bie , ble nk blek niy ha ? da laa arituw men bla je tr0s blek 0stel ! tk inf0rm o0 text kite lsg ! grr ! geram laa ta0 tk ! huhh . ta0 laa awk da dpt msg dgn mmbe lme awk . heh ! (mmbe lme o0 ex awk ha?) huh ? nursyazwani , awk da tk mrh kite da ea ? haha ! thnx ea . aku tk sngje laa nk gta0 lmbt2 dkt k0 . n , ameeranazeerah syg , aku always d0a kn yg t'baikkkk t0k k0 taww ! dun w0ry n sedih2 lgy laa . mizannazuha , about....hurm , aku d0a kn dea cpt blek . (:  nooraiqal, mne f0n k0 ? nk bwt super saver la darl ! b0san tahap gaban niy . da rndu dgn s0re k0 yg SUMBANG tuw ha . haha ! =P najwanasuha ! nme adk kamo0 ble nk dpt niy ha ? haha ! *kakak wawa cun! hekktuihh ! haha . (: alfian+arshadkhan+ameerulasyraf ! deyy , st0p ejek aku 'GUNA' laa ! pleaseplease . sepakk k0rg kang ! )'=  0rait ! st0pst0p ! bubye all !

Love ,
alianurezni

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Wednesday, August 11, 2010
9:10 PM

salam . 0yt ! heyy . aku kesa pe ? k0 nk bnci aku ? k0 xnk ngaku yg k0 minx kpel dkt aku ? ehem2 ! aku simpan lgy tawu sume msg2 yg k0 send dkt aku . HAHA ! jgn smpai aku 4ward dkt sume 0rg da laa . btw , aku xkn bwt sume tuw . s0 , x pyh laa k0 rsau .  c0z pe2 pn jdy , k0 tetap FWEN aku kud . HAHA . lntk k0 laa nk anggp aku pe pn . k0 bnci aku ? aku bnci k0 blek . k0 x tg0r aku ? aku x tg0r k0 blek . k0 maki aku ? aku maki k0 blek . HAHA ! bi*ch ! amek k0 . but , k0 nk kate aku musuh k0 ? aku juz say "it's 0ke . it's up t0 you . k0 tetap fwen aku ." . hoho . (: anyway , 1 je bnde aku x puas aty , npe k0 xnk m'ngaku sume bnde yg k0 da bwt yg spat0t nye bnde tuw k0 x bwt ha ? ble mse laa plak aii aku blue ? bek aku lyn SINAR ULTRAUNGU kew , lyn C0KLAT kew , lgy bg0s weyh ! iesh3 . k0 nk s0h aku minx maap dkt k0 ea ? excuse me , pe slh aku t0k aku minx maap dkt k0 ? HAHA ! =D  klakar t0l k0 niy . bkn spat0t nye , k0 kew yg kne minx maap ? c0z what ? c0z kje k0 asek bwt fitnah dkt aku je ! =P HAHA ! but xpe , x prlu laa minx maap kl0 k0 x rse b'slh n x sedar lgy pe k'slahan k0 . (: aku x kesa pn . c0z aku still b0le id0p laa tnpe k0 ! hehe . (p0y0 nye aku) 0ke0ke . st0p here n0w . bubye . salam . ~slamat m'nymb0t bln ramadhan .

Thanks ,
alianurezni

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8:01 PM

heyy fwen . hmm . GURL.. aku xdw niat nk gd0 dgn k0 . aku xdw niat nk pinggirkn k0 . serius.. aku bkn xnk gta0 k0 sume niy awl2..aku juz , 0ke . k0 ta0 sndri kn cmne cre aku nk gta0 k0 arituw . t'gagap2 ! 1st time ml0t aku cmtuw . cm x larat gler nk b'ckp ! even n0w k0 da maap kn aku pn , but..aku tg0k gaye k0 , aku tg0k sume nye . yeah ! k0..aku ta0 k0 still mrh skit kud dkt aku . o0 maybe k0 t'kj0t . aku xdw niat nk rmps hak k0 . s0wy fwen ! sumpa . aku ikhlas sgt2 . aku juj0 . i'm s0wy . 1st time gurl , dlm klas aku jdy diam gler maty ! asek pkir pe pt0t aku bwt je . )';  ye , aku ta0 k0 akan ckp "aku kesa pe ? yekew ?!" weyh ! s0wy syg ! k0 kwn aku ! sumpa aku x b0le k'ilangn k0 ! warghhhh !
U..BOY.. yup ! k0 best fwen aku . k0 laa tmpt aku m'ngadu . k0 slalu k0wl aku . k0 slalu ambik berat psl aku . k0 slalu tnye aku "liya..k0w shat x?npe niy?pe mslh k0w?mlm niy aku bwt supe saver k?jgn nangis lgy..k0w kne kuat liya.." warghhh ! weyh ! ble aku t'ingt blek pe k0 ckp..aku...warghh ! mak tl0ng ! air mte aku da m'leler . ): k0 bek sgt ! bia aa 0rg ckp k0 pe pn . sakai..b0d0..pe2 jelaa . sumpa . aku tetap nk adw d'sisi k0 ! k0 slalu nasihat aku . k0 slalu jdy pkar m0tivasi aku . k0 laa yg m'ngubah aku t0k jdy spe diri aku yg sbnr . k0 slalu ingt kn aku pe yg pt0t aku bwt , pe yg aku x pt0t bwt . k0..k0 laa sglenye ! evrytime aku mraj0k , k0 laa yg pj0k aku . stiap kali aku nangis dlm fon , even k0 m'nymph skali pn kl0 gurl m'nangis , k0 tetap pj0k aku . ble aku minx pe2 , k0 slalu tl0ng aku . k0 laa kwn laky yg m'mahami aku 100% . thnx weyh ! but skrg? aku ta0 , cme niy laa p'mintaan k0 dkt aku . but s0wy . aku x b0le nk bwt . aku ta0 aku da jnji . aku ta0 aku adw k0ntrak dgn k0 . but , s0wy . aku bt0l2  x b0le nk tepati . ): aku ta0 , aku tr0k . selfish ! but tlong aa ! aku ta0 niy k'slhn yg bsr aku bwt dkt k0 . i'm s0wy . aku bt0l2 xdw niat nk kcewakn KWN BEK K0 TUW . s0wy..s0wy..s0wy..s0wy...s0wy..s0wy.. warghh ! hahhhh ! aku m'nyesal weyh
PKCIK..0ke . n0w , aku.. hmm . aku sedar . aku yg brubah slme niy . bkn k0 . aku slalu slh  kn 0rg len . s0wy aku kc0 id0p k0 . aku pr0mise , xkn text k0 lgy . mayb , tuw jln t'bek . s0wy abg... aku t'pkse bwt cre id0p aku sndri . K0RG... kepale aku da buntu . pe yg aku b0le bwt is juz say..                                         I'M SORRY AND I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE 0KEY SOON . 

Yours truly ,
alianurezni

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Wednesday, August 4, 2010
8:17 PM

Ye . aku kuang aja , gedix , mcm2 aa 0rg kate aku . but , better kite jdy diri sndri drpd b’lak0n bek dpn 0rg kn ? weyh . maty lbih bek kud . pnt w0ah id0p . 0rg always say , ‘enjoy your life’ . but aku ? npe aku x b0le ? mmg bnyk kwn aku ade , but , adkh sume nye b0le hrap ? bnyk fmily mmber aku ade , but adkh d0rg phm aku ? bnyk abg n kaka angkt , but b0le kew d0rg bwt tggugnjwb d0rg ? st0p ! org slalu kate aku unt0ng , c0z ade bnyk abg angkt , kye , ade fmily best2 , ade abg knd0ng nsem . s0 ? pnting kew bgy aku sume tue ha ? weyh , AKU JUZ NK JGE PE YG AKU ADE JE .  yup ! “lia , npe kaw always snyum ha , x pnah sdih ?” . ye kwn , bibir mmg senyum . mte mmg b’sinar . tuw sume zahir ! batin ? kl0 ade 100 lpisan aty aku , da hnc0r 100% weyh . mte b’sinar tuw da b’kce2 da . b0le m’leler air mte time tuw jgk ! ha ! ambek kaw ayat jiwang aku . for u dear 'ABG'/'PKCIK' o0 'GAYMAN'. :
0ke . aku GEDIK , KUANG AJA , BAJET , B'LAGAK , KEREK dgn kaw , lgy? pe lgy kaw nk kt0k aku ha ? weyh , cmniy kew cre kaw lyn aku . yup ! sbl0m niy kite 0ke ? n0w ? aku ta0 kaw adw awekx , kne jge lekl0k . but ? aku kaw xnk jge . kl0 xnk jge , bwt pe bwt aku jdy adk ? juz b0neka je ea ? grr ! aku x ta0 'pkcik' , sume bnde yg aku bwt , aku msty kait kn kaw . aku always ingt dkt kaw . smpai fwen aku ingt kite kpel . but , aku x ta0 laa kaw cmne plak kn . yelaa , kaw laky . kaw xdw adk . aku phm sume tuw . s0 , kaw x dpt nk phm aku 100% . aku juz nk kaw brani laa 'pkcik' . aku sygs kaw ! kaw da mcm abg knd0ng aku sndri . even kaw tr0k mne pn , aku tetap akan ngaku yg kaw abg aku . ye , skrg aku da brubh . sbb pe ? c0z kaw ! tg0k laa kaw cmne skrg . 95% change ! aku gne ayat ksar juz c0z nk men2 , kaw da ckp aku KUANG AJA dgn kaw . aku ckp kaw sengal pn , da mengamok . kaw ckp aku si0t , sial , xpe plak ea ? aku ta0 kaw lgy tua drpd aku . but , aku adw prasaan jgk d0e ! aku text dgn 0rg len , kaw da jles . kaw text 0rg len ? kaw pkir aku x kesa ha ? adk twu abg , m’bnci adk adlh mudah rite ? s0 , juz d0 it . ); S0WY DEAR .

Take care ,
alianurezni

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Tuesday, August 3, 2010
8:04 PM


0yt . hmm . b0san w0ah 2day . cm 0rg gler da niy . x ta0 nk bwt pe daa . 0rait . let's talk ab0ut sk0ol . sume 0ke kud . hahax ! smlm x gy sk0la . s0 , bkk tagged . dpt laa plak chat dgn mmat nsem ! h0h0 . xdw laa nsem mne pn k0wt . (: then , tdy gy sk0la . hmewrk bpk bnyk ! sleng pnye ckgu . t0ink ! haha . blek sk0la , adw 0rg anta msg . tg0k2 , 0rg yg aku BNCI, ANTI yg msg aku ! huwaaaaaa ! ): sdih twu ! f0r xnk lyn dea , aku ckp laa kdit aku l0w . then , dgn aty budi yg bek , dea gy t0pup kn aku ! 0h suck ! b0d0 kaw ! wak lu ! warghh ! dea pkir aku b0le jt0h aty dgn dea kud dgn cre dea bwt cmtue . 0h please . tl0ng aa weyh . da laa k0 tua 4 ta0n drpd aku . then , adw aty nk pggl aku 'syg' . weyh ! I'M NOT Y0UR SYG TWU ! err .

Really me ,
alianurezni

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